
This happened while my computer was dead, while my body was rejecting me. But things have been so sad lately with the state of the world, and I’ve been completely degraded and put down for what I believe in, in regards to what happened by people who should never put me down. This just makes me feel better and makes me realize that having faith and believing in love before anything else, is not wrong no matter what anyone says. There will always be someone — a family of people — who love me for who I am and understand what I believe. Grateful.

Made my girl the happiest she’s been in almost a month today. Makes my heart full, it does. I think I needed that feeling as much as she did. Thanks for posting those shoes, Nicole.
I feel like we just graduated. Strange.
P.S. Sorry I haven’t been around. I have a double ear infection and can’t get to a doctor until next week. Ugh.

Here with you, here with me, life is so beautiful. Close my eyes, try to see, how it might’ve been. Had we not ever met – one twist of fate – one look too late… What if we never met on that corner? What if that chance had just passed us by? What if we kept walking and never walked into each other’s eyes? What if our life changed? What if we turn away? What if we never turn around? Where would we be now? - “What If We Never” (The Westies/Easties song)
A few months ago, Janice and I were talking about my earth angels and how drastically different my relationships are with each of them. I know how lucky I am, not everyone gets to know and have their earth angels be a part of their lives. In talking about the differences though, Janice said, “No, I get it. Kristin saved your life.” She’s right.
Kristin Chenoweth saved my life.
That DM just punched me right in the feels. Literally bawling my eyes out. Happy tears. I don’t even feel worthy of those words or that kind of love. So grateful to have my earth angel at my side. Thank you God for that light.
Short blonde powerhouses with a Master’s in opera have nothing on my best friend. That was amazing.
You make me smile with my heart… (KC & Me at the Greek. Six years ago.)
(Source: creates-happiness)

Kristin’s box of 365 things to be happy about.
Not completely done, but I’m going to finish it up this week so I can give it to her on Saturday.
When we teased her with it, this happened:

So thank you to everyone that replied to my post re: what makes you happy. If you suggested something, it made it into the box. I really appreciate all the help.
I am obsessed with this project. I’m already in deep planning stages to make one for Lana.
To finish Chenoweth’s gift that I started for her a year and a half ago. I. AM. EXCITED. I may recruit some of you for assistance. Goal: Must be done by May 12th.
I just can’t with her right now. I’ve had alcohol and I’m REALLY emotional right now and then she does this. Actually, she’s been doing things like this since Wednesday when I told her I was coming to see her at Jimmy Kimmel. But she sent this just in the right moment. I am literally curled under my blanket bawling my eyes out. It’s been such a long, hard, difficult, wonderful, amazing week. And she was here for me through all of it without me even saying anything to her. Always my light. Always.