Safety is not just a location, not just about being in a place where you aren’t harmed. It is a state of mind. It is being in a mental place where a door closing doesn’t cause your heart to race. It is being able to experience healthy, normal human touch without withdrawing. It is about being able to sleep without wondering when your night is going to be interrupted. Safety is more than separation from danger. It is finding a place where you are loved, accepted, and cherished. Where body, soul, and spirit can thrive.
I am fighting a battle at the moment which I have won and lost my entire life. Each day the war rages at a different level. A different level of unbearable pain, a different level of overpowering strength. Some days I wake up and I get lost in the light as it rejuvenates my soul. Other days the darkness is so crippling I fall to the bottom of a seemingly bottomless pit. Through it all, I yearn for love. I believe there is light. The light shifts in to guide me, the love holds me close to lift me up. This is why I love Regina Mills. We have fought the same fight. Though she is fictional, she makes me feel like I am not fighting alone even when life feels hopeless. I feel like a piece of who I am is exposed for all the world to see. We are one in the same. Regina is my hope.
Anonymous: Good morning! I hope you had a great weekend. Did you catch last night's episode? What did you think? - Your Secret Oncer
Hello lovely! Hope you had a good weekend as well!
I did catch last night’s episode. I don’t know what I was expecting from it, but that definitely wasn’t it. I still haven’t decided if I liked it or not. But here are some of my thoughts:
- Peter Pan is my favorite, so I loved all the London scenes with the Darlings. The scene when the Shadow took Bae and they were flying was awesome and made me really giddy.
- The kids that play the Darlings are adorable.
- I love how Bae’s voice cracks in the preview from the previous episode, and then he fell through the portal and he had changed clothes and completed puberty. Cracked me up. He also was very Oliver Twist. Loved that.
- Watching Regina in the ECT scenes were really hard and eventually made me numb by the end.
- I thought Mary Margaret was really selfish. This show is really turning me off to Snow White, which makes me sad because Snow is my favorite princess. Although, the Regina/Snow relationship is my favorite on the show.
- David with a gun is weird and awkward.
- The last Emma and Neal scene was really upsetting. I like them. A lot. Emma’s face broke my heart. I am confused as to why she thinks he is dead though. Even though he was shot, he just fell through a portal. Again. And he’s a smart guy, he knows how to help himself or get help. I don’t think he’s dead.
- I just need Greg and Tamara to get out. That’s all.
I don’t know, there were a lot of things I liked and a lot that bored me. I’m not really as excited for the finale as I thought I’d be. Hopefully that will change.
What are your thoughts?
A Bones episode summary
innocent bystander: *screams as decomposed remains falls on them*
Booth: Bones we got a case. get your shit lez go
Brennan: *glances at remains* a 24 year old white male with decaying teeth and 4 broken ribs.
Booth: okay boyz, lets bring this to the Jeffersonian
Intro music: hardcore dance party
Angela: yo, cam i found the ID on my million dollar computer
Sweets: *talks to victim's relative" sry for your loss man
Hodgins: time to do a fucking experiment
Cam: I don't think so broski. im da boss
Hodgins: does experiment anyway
Hodgins: KING OF THE LAB BITCHES
Brennan and Booth: car scene
Booth: time for field work Bones.
Suspect: i didn't fucking kill dis bitch
Brennan: Time to go do more lab work
Sweets: gets all shrinky at Booth
Booth: shut the fuck up sweets
Brennan: finds evidence like a boss
Booth: time for an interrogation with another suspect.
Booth: Im so freaking badass.
Murderer: Fine i killed this hoe. but i didn't mean to *cries*
Booth: good job. we're so fucking hot and awesome
Brennan: lez drink wine and kiss
Booth: okay
The end
